dude, i was gonna leave this chit alone and let you waller in your own ignorance......but, dude, lenient????? how much you HONESTLY think i give a dam bout it or what you think???? wut you gonna do, beat me up....chit man, your fatazz would have to catch me first so shut the fugg up about all that.....but, if you ever doubt it or ever get that itch that just can't be scratched any other way, i promise you I AIN'T YOUR HUCKLEBERRY...
this you ignorant wretch is what i said....
dude, i got no clue....don't frickin care either
and then, to jeff's post....
jeff, that's what i figured it was gonna turn out to be, truthfully....
......you see, that's about the ONLY one i'm really familar w/ in a cheating, get-a-leg-up capacity and it's the first one that popped into my head....THAT'S why i said that, and hell you asked about em, so i was trying to give you a brief synopses of WHY that one might be the one.....look man, i'm sorry your lil booty buddy got pinched but HE DESERVED IT....
and now, let me straighten your lil feeble brain out on a few other things....
him in cuba vs. what i did in here does not nor will ever bare any resemblence, i NEVER said it did....BUT, here's something i typed to someone today about why i feel the way i do.....
honestly, ***, i ain't "@#$%#" w/ em....that's coming from whatever's left of my "soul"...all that time i played, all i could think of was "getting to the show"...my biggest problem (and ask anyone this) was that i could not except failure, if i struck out the first AB, i was toast...if i crushed the ball, look out cause it was on....i never could get it in my head that the most successful people playing only succeed 3 outta 10 times....it ate me up, i loved it so much, but it was like getting kicked in the nutts time after time....BUT, i never sought out a "magic bullet", NEVER....i took it and in the end, i had to accept just not being good enough..............that's what get's stolen from me outta this whole deal......that dude, and SO MANY more like him probably weren't good enough to do what they've done (that being the record breaking) w/out something extra....
to top it off, i've seen my dad cry TWICE in my whole life - the day his mom (my grandma) died and the day i walked off that field for the last time...i had to watch that, and deal w/ finally knowing i wasn't good enough.....i had to deal, why can't those crooks?
you see BW, my whole life it was more than "being buds w/ someone", it was more than a hobby, truly it was mine and my dad's life and dreams....both of us fell short - THAT still haunts me to this day...............you have a VERY distorted since of reality if you gotta be from cuba in order for something (ANYTHING) to envelope your life.....
and "oh wit-less one" if you will see here..............
but, this dude, man he has the best looking swing in baseball.
i say HAS, not "had" or "did have" but HAS...the reference to "you can NOT do that now" was merely pointed at his "power-hitting" ability, which i thought i had worded in clear, precise upper-level 3rd grade english for your benefit..............i guess i missed the mark....
is the light coming on???? steroids don't make you have a great swing, great mechanics OR great hand-eye, and you "might" (although i have my doubts) see that if you woulda read this....
steroids turn an easy fly ball into a dinger, they turn a broken bat pop-out into a "chili-dippin single",
funny ain't it, once the cobwebs are cleared???
oh, and i "think" the reference to "slitting throats" was to sadam/osama/et al and i "think" i said that "raffy" should be banned for life - i still think so.......get your girlfriend "raffy" to go back and read it tho to make sure....
i can promise you bigwater, NO ONE respected THE BALLPLAYER more than me.....that's not true now. nor will it ever be again....
dude, you ain't changing my mind about that spic BUT i truly am sorry it's downgraded to name calling b/t us, but i guess it is what it is....
i do hope you and your bestest bud have a great life together
your "bud", gator
